crap just crap

Thats what i am recently, i had $4k in my balance, and then went on to bad beat and poor play it down to $283!!!! I then worked it back up to $2.1k.......cmonn!! Then later on that evening... this evening i went down to 1.1k playing 2/5 NL got fuked up the arse when i flopped AAA he flopped QQQ and turned it into quads...i mean cmonn ffs!!!!!! So sick right now, i got hardly nothing left in my betfair account now. Basically from the last post when i going well, well it went sharpish downhill as all that upswing is now in downswing approx $1.6k down in omaha and $353+ in holdem. BOLLOCKS! I may not play or post till 2008 now, merry bludy christmas!!!!